It feels good when you find someone who complements your vibe and is on the same frequency as you.
Another of the classic tales of easy to say, frakking hard to do. I want to do it right, but surprise! I don’t even have a clue of what is right.
Doomed if I do, doomed if don’t.
… and sometimes, that part of her, lives in me.
I’m stuck. Stuck like I’m trapped within the viciousness of some life issues which generally, the external world can’t relate to. I so wanted to get away from all thoughts that are holding me prisoner, same thoughts that spin me around, and around, and around the same circle of emotional crappiness. And while most of those ideas in my head make sense, they are keeping me from getting myself unstuck. The idea of changes, and diversity in my rather bleak, monotonous existence is tied to the fear of failing to make a success under the irrevocably new life. It’s like getting into the deep waters and knowing not how to swim. It’s a silly analogy and almost doesn’t make a bit of any connection, but the point is, it’s taking a frakking huge risk, and foggy chances, and anything can happen.
I want to get moving. I want to get myself un-stuck. I want to free myself up from the tedious, conventional existence, but do I have the guts?
every single person on tumblr should reblog this.
I post random shit when I’m bored